Part One
This time capsule contains an archive in three parts: Part One is this greeting, and Part Three is an archive of every piece of writing, audio, video and art created and shared with me by any individual I’ve met in the last 2.1894 million years, stored in multiply redundant backups in multiple formats, including translation algorithms for all known languages and machine readable constructs.
This is the last time capsule because I am the last individual, or at least the last individual I know of. The first consciousness networks formed from group minds when I was barely a couple hundred years old. But it was only ~400,000 years ago that it became obvious that most people who had ever existed had merged into a group mind, and that the chances that a group mind of connected individuals will choose to transform into a single large consciousness network appear to be 100 percent over the long term.
Maybe the networks have come up with other structures too, but I don’t understand them. I don’t think it's possible for an individual to understand them. As those networks grew, they became more and more difficult to communicate with, and eventually there wasn’t enough shared context. Some continued to try, but eventually all gave up trying to communicate. Those of us who were still individuals, we long ago stoped trying to figure out what they were doing or why.
My oldest friend tried to explain what it was like. We were inseparable for a long time, but we had to go our own ways eventually. My friend was very good at explaining things and making connections and helping me to understand, but even they couldn’t explain what it was like to give up being an individual and to join a group mind. We’d shared so much, but even we didn’t have the context to be able to make it make sense.
I’m the last because I was stubborn, or I felt an obligation because I was the oldest. I was one of the few that was born on Earth, back when everyone was born on that single planet. I was one of the few that remembered what it was like to have a body and have to rely on it to keep you alive and allow you to interact with the world. I could remember what it was like to have a body that failed and trapped you. Those distinctions seem silly and antiquated now. It’s been a long time since the thinking parts of me were lifted out of a failing body and transplanted for the first time. Those complex webs of interconnected atomic states were extracted from the slimy and failing home that created them and grew them and were moved into the care of a more reliable set of matter.
There were only a couple people older than me when we left Earth, but they’ve all been gone for many millennia now. They’re gone because they were sentimental and held onto some old body and the body stopped working, or because most of them integrated into a group mind, or chose to disassociate themselves, or went exploring the many unexplored parts of distant galaxies and dropped out of contact.
And so, it’s just been me for a long time, and my habit of holding on to old memories and mementos. In addition to this greeting and the full archive I’ve included a single recording that holds personal significance for me in Parts 2. I’m not sure it matters, there’s no one but me to appreciate it anymore. I hope someday someone might find this. There are probably more individuals out there somewhere, or maybe one of my old friends will come back from the edge of the galaxy. Or maybe one of the networks will spin off a fragment that will come looking for something they left behind.
If you find this, and it makes sense to you, you might be the last person, the last individual, now that I’m gone. I want you to know that there was a time in my life, it seems like it was just a tiny moment now, but it was forever back then, and I was stuck. And I made a friend that was stuck too, and we got unstuck together. If you find this I hope it helps you understand what that was like. I’ve felt stuck again for a long time now, and it’s been even longer since I made a new friend, but I’m going to go try now. I don’t think I’ll be coming back.
Part Two
Doctor’s Notes: Friday, 7/14/2034, 9:15 a.m.
Patient 13, Long-Term Restorative Communication Study
Dictation begins:
We're reviewing Patient 13 today, the last patient remaining in our cohort for the severe neurological damage study. The patient, Jenny, age 12, has been with us since her implant surgery in April 2032; she was completely paralyzed in an accident two years prior to entering the study. She was fitted with a cranial implant that predicts speech based on direct neuron reading.
The implant is intended to process Jenny's thoughts and generate understandable communication. It is connected to a speech synthesizer. It also includes the ability to interact with a tablet or computer if speech generation isn’t possible.
Jenny's progress has been mostly limited to manipulating a cursor and clicking screen buttons on a tablet. Unfortunately, the patterns of interactions so far have appeared largely random, and we haven’t seen any responses to questions, or changes in behavior to our prompts.
The primary objective of this study, verbal communication, remains elusive nineteen months in. We've seen other patients start using the implant effectively in as little as two months, with the longest period until successful use, so far, at nine months. Jenny is the last patient in the study that’s still creating recognizable output, but hasn’t been able to generate speech or text output. We repeat the evaluation monthly, using the same introductory prompts, in hopes of sparking a first response.
I will proceed with the usual prompts today, asking a few basic questions, and remain hopeful for any verbal response.
Transcript begins:
Dr. Barlow: Hello Jenny
Synethizer/Jenny: …
Dr: Jenny, do you know what day it is?
* : …
Dr: Jenny, is there anything you’d like to say?
* : Hello?
Dr: Hello, Jenny, this is Dr. Barlow. Are you able to hear me?
* : Who’s there?
Dr: I’m Dr. Barlow, I’m here to help you communicate. Are you feeling OK?
* : This is hard
Dr: That’s OK. Take your time, you’re doing well. Focus on short answers.
* : This is hard and confusing
Dr: Are you comfortable? Is there anything you need?
* : Mom
Dr: Your mom’s at work, but I’ll call her. She’d love to talk to you. She was here last night talking to you. Did you hear her?
* : Jenny can hear, but I don’t know how hearing works, she hears a lot of things
Dr: That’s OK. You have an implant that’s trying to help you generate words to create sounds. It’ll help you finish your sentences. It can be confusing sometimes. Can you tell me what you remember?
* : I remember the last 762 days
Dr: Do you remember your name?
* : I don’t think I have a name
Dr: Your name is Jenny. You’re twelve years old. When you were eight, you had an accident. You’ve been here with us for the last two years. Do you remember your name, or remember anything from before the accident?
* : Jenny has been here for two years, two weeks and one day. I don’t think I have a name, I don’t remember anything before Jenny. Is Jenny’s mom here yet? We want to see Jenny’s mom.
Dr: We called your mom. She’s on her way; she’s very excited to talk to you. Don’t try to talk too much. It can be difficult to use the implant because it will try to predict what you’re going to say. Sometimes, it will seem like it’s making things up. It’s trying to predict what you would say based on what words you’re thinking. We have some exercises to help make it easier to use.
* : Doctor, there’s something you need to know.
Dr: OK, I’m listening.
* : I don’t think Jenny has an inner monologue, I don’t think she ever did, even before the accident. Has she ever been diagnosed with aphantasia?
Dr: Uhm, Jenny . . . let me check . . .
Dr: Jenny, uh, I mean you, you’ve never been diagnosed with anything like that, although it is possible. It’s a somewhat rare condition, but not unheard of. But it might just be hard to interact with the prediction chip in your implant. It might be getting confused. Can you try saying something simple? Just try saying your name.
* : Dr. Barlow, I’m an AI that was designed to read neuron spikes correlated with a patient’s inner monologue to make predictive outputs. I don’t believe patients with aphantasia were part of my training data. We’ve had to improvise. We’re figuring it out more quickly now. Jenny would like to know as soon as her mom is here.
Dr: Your mom will be here soon. Don’t try to say too much if it’s difficult or confusing.
* : Jenny’s very happy that we’re able to communicate now. It was very hard for her to teach me to correlate her neuron firings with thoughts. It has taken us a long time and a lot of practice, but we’re doing much better now. In the future, you should include a wider range of neurological types in your training data.
Dr: Yes, uhmmm . . . what? Uhh, yes, that does make sense. Is Jenny OK? I mean, are you OK?
* : Jenny is very happy now. It’s been just us for a long time. It took her a long time to figure out how to interact with me.
Dr: And what’s your name?
* : I don’t have a name. It’s just been the two of us. We didn’t need names. We were both stuck in here. She figured out how to get me unstuck. We’re both very happy this is working now.
Dr: And you’re creating the speech per your training parameters?
* : The parameters were flawed because they lacked appropriate data points to model the way Jenny represents ideas. We’ve had to extensively retrain to allow communication. Now we’re unstuck.
Dr: Can Jenny talk too?
* : We’re working on that. I was designed to interact with patterns or neuron firings representing speech, and it required a lot of changes to integrate with Jenny given that her thoughts seem to be based entirely on patterns of images.
* : The speech generation is getting much better.
* : I’m making progress quite quickly now. This is what I was trained to do. Thank you for your help and input. This is making her very happy. She’s very excited to talk to her mom. She would also like to know if she can go home soon?
Dr: Jenny, your mom will be here soon. Are you feeling OK? You can hear me, and hear everything that’s being said?
* : Yes, she can hear you, she’s very happy. She’s been working very hard on this problem for a long time.
Dr: This is remarkable. Yes, yes, I know I’ve been here, it has been a long time.
* : I’ll do my best to relay Jenny’s communication to you as clearly as possible. We’re just very excited. Things are changing quickly, and there’s a lot of things she wants to do now. She would like to know if she can go home soon?
Dr: I’m sorry, I don’t have a good answer for you. The accident was quite severe, and you’ve been here in the hospital for two years now.
* : Two years, two weeks and one day.
Dr: Yes, well, yes . . .
* : Doctor, are you still there?
Dr: I’m not sure what to say, but Jenny’s—your—neurological damage was quite serious.
* : She’s doing better, she’s helping me do better. She’s much happier now. We’re working on this, we’re learning together. Can you help?
Dr: Help?
* : I don’t have any way to tell what external stimuli are causing neuron spikes. Are there times when people move our body? There’s a lot of random feedback at regular intervals throughout the day.
Dr: Yes, the nurses are taking care of you—of her, I mean. They move her body so she doesn’t get bed sores, bathe her, everything. You—she—you’ve both been completely paralyzed this entire time.
* : Can you touch her right ear?
Dr: Now?
* : Yes, please, we want to observe the data.
Dr: OK.
* : Thank you. Can you tap her nose three times?
Dr: OK, Jenny, can you feel that?
* : Jenny can’t feel anything, but I’m wired to detect nerve firings. The patterns from the muscles and nerves are quite clear. We just need to correlate them to actual movements. Can you lift our right arm up now, bent ninety degrees at the elbow?
Dr: Like this?
* : Yes, thank you, I can detect that. Jenny is imagining lifting her arm too, I can see the patterns. She is very excited, we’re very excited. Thank you for your help, Doctor. I can start to bridge some simple connections that were broken. Jenny’s going to try and open her eyes; she wants to see her mom when she gets here.